THE MEANING OF HOME

huling gabi na ng christmas vacation…shitdapwetnamalagkit talaga, ang bilis ng araw. nakakainis. tangna talaga, sarap sana kung pwede pang isang linggo na extension pero wala na talaga – balik singapore na kami bukas.

three weeks din ang tinagal namin dito. three weeks, parang ang bilis pag nagbabakasyon. pero hindi na rin masama: ang daming nangyari itong mga nakaraang araw, maraming kaibigang nakitang muli at maraming napuntahang lugar.

masarap talaga dito sa pilipinas. kahit maraming problema ang bansa natin, di mo pa rin siya matatalikuran. iba talaga pag nasa sariling bayan. mas masaya, mas makahulugan.

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PINAY NA TINDERA SA CHANGI AIRPORT

december 12, 2002 pauwi na sa pilipinas: sa 7-11 ng changi airport, bumibili kami ng drinks… biglang nagsalita ng tagalog ang cashier sa kasama niya. wow, isipisip ko, pinoy palang airport staff ng 7-11. eto naman akong pa-kyut, binigyan ko sila ng matamis na ngiti at sinabi – “uy, pwede tayong mag-usap sa tagalog!”

tiningnan ba naman ako ng cashier with an “are you crazy look” na may kahalong dead-ma. sabay english speaking ang salita sa akin – “your total bill is $4.50”. sabi ko “thanks a lot!” at pabulong na sinabi habang papalayo – “and by the way, tangnamo kang ale ka, bakit parang kinakahiya mong pinoy ka?”

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You’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky

10:51 AM na rito ngayon sa singapore. ilang oras na lang, pasakay na kami ng eroplano pauwi ng pilipinas. naka-emapke nang lahat ang mga bag, nalinisan nang bahay, nakapag-withdraw na ng pera. ano na lang ang kulang? kain ng tanghalian, ligo, bihis, sakay ng taxi, check-in, clear immigrations, sakay eroplano.

pag-lapag sa maynila, halik sa lupa – parang si pope john paul II.

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Home for the holidays

“celebrate me home” ni kenny loggins…ang version niyang live sa “outside: from the redwoods” eh maganda. in fact most of the songs in that concert are really good. nandon din ang duet nila ni michael mcdonald na “this is it”” and my personal favorite – “now and then”. incidentally, both songs are included in the studio recorded lp…”keep the fire”, which in my book would be his best album. ok, balik tayo sa celebrate me home…dedicated sa lahat ng mga pinoy ofw (na tulad kong) uuwi sa pilipinas ngayong pasko.

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LATE NIGHT

alas tres na ng madaling araw gising pa ako… tinatapos ko lang ang trabaho ko dahil uuwi na kami sa friday. medyo pagod na mga ako lalo na itong last two weeks, ako lang ang naiwan na engineer sa opisina. lahat ng technical support sa akin bumabagsak. ok lang iyon. at least pag bakasyon ko, mararamdaman ko talaga na bakasyon nga yon.

ika nga eh hirap muna bago sarap… kabaligtaran ng pagbubuntis, in a way.

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THE FELIX LEGION

australia is prepared to launch a ‘pre-emptive’ strike against its neighbors. sabi ng kaibigang kong egay na australianong kutis bayag na tulad ko, eh di raw uubra dahil 20 million lang ang population ng australia samantalang 380 million naman ang combinend population ng pilipinas, indonesia at malaysia.

sabi ko naman eh baka sakali pwedeng umatake dahil si gladiator at mad max ay australians na pwedeng tumulong.

pag nagkataon bago umatake ang australia, may sisigaw sa kanila ng…”My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius. Commander of the Aussies of the North. General of the Felix Legion. Loyal servant to the true Emperor, Marcus John “Pre Emptive Strike” Howard Aurelius. Father to a murdered son. Husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance in this life or the next”

PRANING

on the closing of the australian embassy in manila…i.e., the PDI article: Islamic radicals seen behind Australian embassy threat – Nov. 28, 2002

sobra naman ang australia sa pagkapraning… di ba ang australian embassy sa pilipinas nasa taas ng building sa makati? eh ang higpit na nga ng security sa mga building natin eh. di ko naman sinasabing walang threat sa kanila – pero, to close it down, i think, is admitting na sumuko na sila sa mga terrorist. kaya tuloy inaalaska sila ni doctor mahatir ng malaysia eh. last week sabi niya – “australia has to decide whether it wants to become a part of asia or become a puppet of the united states”.

sabagay di ako magtataka – pati nga singapore, binigyan nila ng security notice.

mahigpit ngayon dito pero subtle lang ang dating… especially sa mga airport. marami ngayong sundalo na nagpapatrol sa loob ng mga terminal na may mga assault weapon na hightech. marami ring biniling mga bagong machines to scan for chemicals, metals, etc. pati na rin ang mga container terminal sa singapore ay equipped na rin ng mga on-line analyzers para pwedeng mag scan ng mga container van during the loading sa mga barko. ang kagandahan lang eh – di mo ito masyadong mapapansin. for example, sa airport nakatago sa mga basement ang mga machines at di mo makikita na may scanning na nangyayari.

sa mga kalye na maraming puti – temporarily closed ang mga ito. especially around holland avenue and the boat quay areas na kung saan maraming tambay na mga foreigners na umiinom at kumakain. so kung pupunta ka rito, park ka sa malayo o kaya mas pinaka the best – mag taxi ka na lang or bus.

ewan ko – better to be prudent than to be sorry siguro. i guess they have a reason to be extra careful. problema lang ay minsan too extreme ang mga measures that it becomes a pain.

15 days na lang.

TRAVEL, HASSLE

maraming nangyari sa amin ni jet itong nakaraang buwan. punong puno nga ng actiivities, parang pelikula ni dolphy – may kantahan, may sayawan, may iyakan, may suntukan at siyempre – may tawanan.

una lipad akong orlando for a work related conference – hassle and long delays at the us airports. this is ok and much anticipated. what i didn’t like was the almost look of panic in the eyes of the people at the airline counters (well, not all of them). there we were: asians from malaysia, singapore and the philippines showing our passports to the person at the counter. once she sees where we are from, there’s a look of panic in her eyes, a bit of agitated movement in the way she carries herself, a slight tremble in her voice. all very subtle, but, if you connect all of it – it is fear. fear for us, i guess. foreigners with strange accents from countries where terrorists live. i don’t blame her but i don’t like it one bit. i hate to be in a muslim’s shoes at this point. i guess for them, being profiled is a regular occurence. sayang, nakakainis and too bad for humanity.

MY 1st YEAR

august marks my 1st year here in singapore. i’ve been riding a fast car this past 12 months. seems like it was only yesterday when i boarded the plane to fly over here. now its been a year and i feel as if everything’s happening so fast.

what’s in store this coming year?

next week i’ll be in the us for a showcase – it’s more of a company conference really. so it’s a week in florida for a big world wide POWOW. then jet and i will be moving to a new flat in the east coast. the same time, our office is moving to changi. then manila in october – hopefully india as well. november in china for the asia version of the company distributor conference. indonesia as well.

december – vacation home! two weeks in the philippines and then… and then… and then its 2003 already.

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!