naalala ninyo pa ba yung feeling ng being in your late teens to early 20’s? yung wild, reckless and free feeling na akala mo indestructible ka. yung kahit ano pwede mong gawin, tikman, hititin at subukan dahil alam mo walang masamang mangyayari sa iyo. invincibility – ha! hindi naman ako sumagad nung bagets ako although marami rin akong napag daanan. i did smoke a lot and i started early. for the longest time, gusto ko itong tanggalin but i didn’t have the will to stop it. when i was in my 20’s ang sabi ko ay i’ll quit by age 30. it came and went pero hindi ko nahinto. i finally did at age 38 and it’s one of the things i’ve done that i’m really proud of. heto ako ngayon at age 40, progressing into the “boring life”. no more smoking, less drinking, no more late nights. impak, my idea of a good time now is sleeping on the couch (probably snoring loudly) habang naka unan kay jet who is laughing heartily at enjoy na enjoy sa panonood ng mga sintunado sa american idol.